FUnny SHIT

COURAGE

Soooo, I have my moments....where i lose my courage. I HATE THAT!! LOL...it's just that TIME is too precious to give in to FEAR...SO i kick myself in the ass everytime I give into my fears.

I won't LIST my fears here...because, well...why waste keystrokes on Fake Evidence Appearing Real ? Its like COnFIRMING that they exist..and its a waste of convincing.

I'd rather convince myself that i DO have this inside...and that i NEED to do these things...
ALSO, that FACING MY FEARS becomes SO MUCH MORE EXCITING than RUNNING... once you get THROUGH it? man...its Nooooothing. What a trip.... Makes you much stronger!

There's this guy.....Ralph Marston...boy is he enlightening...


"Courage is the commitment to do what you know is right. Courage arises when your integrity will not allow any other choice.
Courage comes from following a purpose that goes beyond your own petty concerns. Because of that, courage gives far-reaching power and consequence to your actions.
In the short term, courage can often appear foolish. In the long run, courage has the power to move the whole world in a positive direction.
Courage asks much of you, yet it is not complicated and is always within your reach. Courage is truth put into action.
In every moment, courage is there for you to choose. In every moment, courage is the choice that will fulfill the best of who you are."

so i say....lets face some things we haven't wanted to face...TODAY....we only have TODAY....until we get to "tomorrow"...if we're lucky.

So there's no forum yet...

LOL....so what? but one day i will have a niiiiiiiiiiice following....

Samantha

Man....Samantha I miss you sooooo much...my 20year baby...you were with me since i was 7....it's hard being without you...
I am doing great...thank God...im motivated...im moving forward in life...but i don't EVER forget you...I MISS YOU TREMENDOUSLY...i still will cry when i reflect on the day i had to let you go to God...

words will NEVER explain how much you mean to my soul...and how much you ALWAYS meant to me. I love you Sammi....





its sucks being without her....i wish i could hug her and use her like my pillow...and love her...

...we'll be together again...until then, i know you're here with me in spirit...you're with me...

THE FORUM

http://natelyrenee.s10.forumsplace.com/index.php

Welcome to my world...

What up people! So yeah...I've got my own blog...and well, I was inspired to do so.

For those of you that know me, YOU KNOW.
Those that don't...well, I'm on a MISSION......a serious big MISSION...

Who I am and What I Stand For:

I am a Puerto Rican woman from Southern California...with a family background of NuYoricans and Islanders..
I grew up influenced by HIP HOP....brother was a dj...he influenced me a lot. I have an INTENSE LOVE for MUSIC...its the air I breathe. Performed in theater all my life...and am currently in pursuit of a career in the arts. I am a full flegged ARTIST...which means I am extreme...I am a VEHICLE OF EMOTIONS...ready to jump for JOY at a "10"...or get angry at a "10"...maybe cry at a "10" or sulk at a "10"...lol....my spectrum is either 1-3 or 8-10...there's no in between. lol. I am extremely sensitive to things in the community...

i don't feel like rambling much more...its about that time...but basically, I've got some real work to do in this world.

i'm here to serve others...and share my soul...

the people i've got in my heart--waiting to be helped by me (in its due time) are those that are forgotten by many.

the youth
elderly
incarcerated
artists

...so that's it for right now...because i'm just setting up...and well, I'm going to figure out how i want to utilize this...

much love always!!!