I Miss Casey SO MUCH...

Dude, I am worried about my dog...i hope she's not lonely. I pray to God that He make the best decision. I know what I think is right, but God only knows the bigger picture. I miss her so much. Damn. I hate that she must feel rejected by her family. I am selfish and don't want anyone to adopt her...at the same time, what if that's in God's plan??? I'm pissed. I feel guilty for leaving.... UGGGGGGGGGHhhhh.... This hurts my soul... I wish she could call me and say "No I'm doing alright! Don't worry about me..." Instead all I hear her saying in her head is "What happened? They didn't love me anymore? WHere are they? I miss them... " =(

I pray God is warming her heart with love...I pray that she knows in her spirit why this happened.

Samantha

Man....Samantha I miss you sooooo much...my 20year baby...you were with me since i was 7....it's hard being without you...
I am doing great...thank God...im motivated...im moving forward in life...but i don't EVER forget you...I MISS YOU TREMENDOUSLY...i still will cry when i reflect on the day i had to let you go to God...

words will NEVER explain how much you mean to my soul...and how much you ALWAYS meant to me. I love you Sammi....





its sucks being without her....i wish i could hug her and use her like my pillow...and love her...

...we'll be together again...until then, i know you're here with me in spirit...you're with me...